Him 2 ❤

This is the second part..
I chucky laughed, he loved seeing me happy
He kept held my hand like theres no a thing could break us apart
I made a tiramisu, hoped he like it!
He seemed like it
Just a quarter, for me HAHAHAHAHA
He is a huge eater so thats why i called him 'gemok' , 'buncet'
And me, a little eater..
so its completing both of us
I saw a shiny light in his eyes when he stared
His complexion of skin turned into reddish as the dusk was showing up
Awww sorry bby..
I'm not pretty as you wished for,
I'm just tanned skin
Broken smiles
yet i still love you
Idk how to forget all things about us when you are the only one who know myself..
though, you changed me

I tried so hard to be as you wished for..
My dressing, the way I talk
I started being clingy,
Just for you
I never be like those before,
You changed me
Yeah, you changed me
Into the new life of trying be happy with you
Into a life full of tricky happiness

Things started to shatter me
As usual,
Your tricky fingers
Your sweetiest of each riddle that you pronounced
Your accent tongue made me influenced too
My speak hardly broke myself
At the end,
I became so wild but still seemed so innocent
I still fall for you till today, at this moment
I've learned alot since with you

Cry and cry
Tears over tears
Somehow i try to smile everyday
Just wanna feel happy for having myself
A ties that untied slowly between us
You're so busy, I need your attention more. Hm
I guessed that was my mistake
I'm so sorry for breaking you heart,
Would you give me another chance? I hope you will. :')
To be your forever love
I'm not smart enough to your read war strategies
We broke up and left the memories into pieces of dandelion as you blew it slowly

Because of family, we knew each other
Because of family, we are strangers

And I saw your figure walked down towards the boat alone,
Trying to catch you,
Millions steps forward that I took,
Trillions you gone far away,
I closed my eyes
Let the wind played its rhythm
through cochlea, it still gracefully
I wished my soul closed to you
To me, you are my everything

Opened up slowly my eyelids
beside me was my fav korean guy! 😍
It was youuuu
My bby boo❤
I guessed it was only a dream
A nightmare in daylight
Did not realized how much tones of my tears that I had burst out

        "I'm afraid of losing you again..I don't want to lose you..Bby, pls don't go away..I need you"

were the only words that i spoke then, cried
I could win drama awards of saying that
He hugged me tightly , pickled up my nose
And said "Don't worry, i have nowhere to go.. I could be paralyzed by hugging you like this"
I gave a sight
He always being annoyed but still adorable
I curled up my hands through his neck
Lead my head on his chest,
His warmness made me feel safe and sound
Just a short sight towards him
yet he still stared me for 10 mins
I saw a shiny love for me in his gorgeous eyes
I trust him for the whole of my heart❤

To be continued..

With love❤

Backbone

Idk why lately, pinggang or tulang belakang aku ni makin sakit..
ya memang aku suka study duduk kat bawah lantai beralaskan karpet..
one day, aku lepas study nak ke dapur

Dan "Krackkk" hahahaha was memorable and terrified feeling ever
Berbunyi tulang ni just like amazed me at a moment

2 more weeks, 3 subjects, 9 papers!💪
الله يفتح عليكم!  
Lepas tu dah freedommmmm!🙆



With love💕

Talk and talk

Assalamualaikum.. So today last paper for this week was Sejarah kertas 3..Alhamdulillah everything went so fine..just shaking hands je hahhahahahaha XD

Biasalah 3jam menulis, bergetar beb tangan..
But takpelah akhir tahun belajar en..
Hari ni aku bincangkan pasal benda yg laki pandang remeh tapi bagi perempuan, benda ni paling penting.. Well we gonna talk about
                            "P E R A S A A N."

For guys, tht feelings dont mean a important thing to them..

But for the gals, maybe different thing could happened.. for them, their hearts and feeling are more important..

Here, aku boleh ckp pasal budak perempuan.. Ha ya, aku perempuan..but for kiddo, they usually want attention from guys, feeling want to be loved from someone else..

For example, aku boleh bagi satu situation yg mane dak2 perempuan akan bagi to get more attention from you yang mana dorang akan ajak korang study sesama @ mintak korang ajar sampai berhari2.. this situation boleh nampak dgn jelas sangat kat Glory menjelang nak spm..
Ya Allah geli geliman aku tengok dorang ngada2 dgn budak laki..
Hey gals, bila korang buat cmtu pun sebab nak attention from guys, hey plslah menggelikan tau tak????? dan jaranglah guys tu nak sangkut kat korang.. Because the true man tak suka pun perempuan yg gedik2..
Entahlah pada pandangan aku,gedik tu melambangkan kau nak attention dan memerlukan kasih sayang but is it your parents give enough love to you?????
Ask yourself.


Selalunya bila jadi situation yg aku ckp tadi tu, haa ya just fikir positif, maybe korang nak study,nak cepat faham..but benda ni boleh jejaskan diri kau sebab kau akan  menaruh harapan..nak2 lagi orang tu crush yg kau berharap bertahun lamanye.. Lagi satu,bila study sesame tu mesti nak dekat2.. jap lagi kang,

             "Eh2 ! sorry terpegang tangan awak!"
              "Eh terpegang pulak! sorry! "

walhal, bende tu lah kau nak jadi.. NAFSU beb NAFSU.. everyone have it esp. guys 😌
Nak fall in love kononnye but sebenarnya dak laki ni pulak they have a lots of agenda dan sebenarnya eventhough dorang layan ramai perempuan,  dorang tetap sayangkan yg satu je.. Satu yg dorang yakin yang baik, yang sempurna pada mata dorang, yang sesuai jadi isteri, yang muncul dalam istikharah, yang memang menantu pilihan..


For guys pulak..

Korang janganlah sesuka hati je nak tolong perempuan unless kalau betul2 emergency cthnya mcm dia nak mati ke cedera ke..
Just fikir logik,
Macamlah takde dak perempuan lain yg dia boleh mintak tolong ajar, yang nak study sesama.. Just think it wisely! Hahahhahahahahahaha baru aku sedar.. lelaki pun patutnya jaga diri korang tu..jangan sampai orang ckp korang ni murah and so do perempuan..kau rapat2 dgn semua perempuan/lelaki , mana taknye orang ckp kau murah..gelak2 pastu bagi fake hope.. HAMPEH! srsly HAMPEH!

Mentang2 kau hot and then, kau rasa kau boleh buat semua including mainkan perasaan orang.. hahahahahhaaha kau silap!
Plslah behave.. takde orang akan respect korang kalau korang buat cmtu eventhough korang pandai nak mampus but dengan manner yg centu..hmm jangan harap!
Nak2 lagi perempuan ni akan lebih cepat utk suka seseorang dan lelaki pulak amek kesempatan. hah! habislah..


Kk gtg.. Assalamualaikum and please muhasabah diri.. prayforme 😊



With love💕

RedRidingHood's snoooping

hi assalamualaikum ! well eventually this is my preng's blog 😆 HAHA i dong kei . rait lemme tell you guys about AthirahRoshaizi or nutyra or nutella . this girl is my truly beloved pwengs . she just like the oldies on 20 century . HAHA AGAIN . aku pun pelik gak dengan tino ni . she just cannot move on easily . well maybe sbb akif tu help her move on from ady the jerk . hm . tyra .. i wanna tell you something . losing someone you love doesnt means that you have to sacrifice your whole life . babe .. just be cool and take care of yourself . no need to care about the whole thing . just think about your future okay . bittaufiq wannajah ya ukhti ! saranghae 😁