Done 1st sem !

So lets start blogging again HAHAHAHAHA just for weeks only lepas tu kene masuk matrik balik.
Six months being at matrik alike a hell for me hm but Alhamdulillah i still survive till today and for the next sem.. InsyaAllah.. pray for me okay? 6 months for a fast track study (+-10 chapters per subject) for budak tak berapa cepat catch up macam aku ni tbh memang perit.. Nobody survives there without tears. 24/7 learning, tuto menimbun, lab report kene hantar by 3 days after experiments. But yeah, from the bottom of heart, studying is the best thing to do than working. Stressful of studying is not intense instead of working.. So those yang SPM candidates, make a good choice okay?? hahahahhaha bukan nak halang amek matrik but think wisely.. udah pun namanye fast track lagi2 budak satu tahun kan.. kalau dua tahun, better sikit.. srs aku nengok member aku lek2 je but soalan pspm dorang susah sikitlah.. its very challenging sebab berlawan dgn sikap malas kat diri tu XD
yeah aku masih percaya bahawa ini rezeki Allah.. Semoga aku lepas untuk sem dua.. doakan aku ye :)  Aaaminn doakan aku dapat teruskan minat aku untuk degree nanti. Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku, ummi ayah, keluarga aku dan kau yang baca ni πŸ’“

A beautiful tripπŸ’•

I have seen this kinda long distance relationship which haven't seen for a long time and miles away. Watching on youtube, googling, blogwalking about how to manage the long distance relationship and finally  I decided to visit him. It just my desire. It just me not anybody else. Nobody forces me to do so. On 25th May 2017, aku drive dari Senawang πŸ‘‰ Batu Pahat πŸ‘‰ Ulu Tiram,Johor Bahru by my ownself and with my only self 3hours without take a break. kalau ade pun, isi minyak kat Yong Peng.
Glad to see him smiled after seeing me drove little kancil through the highway which i've been lost there and asked people how to get to KVBP. Just a relieved after seeing him excited saw me. He ran towards me and said "Weh pehal kau datang sini?? Mak ayah kau tahu tak ni weh??" and he kept on repeated those sentences. Hahahaha he's so cute.. It was the best experience beeing by my own and i cant still believe that i've done it. I might be nuts but you know what, sometimes you just need someone who knows all about you without telling them a thing and i admit it that I'm lonely here and I keep a lot of secrets that nobody knows. And i'm tiring keeping those, need beeing alone without old folks just for a second. and listen to me a second. listen to my opinion not avoiding it. just listen to me.
Here are the memories that created between me and my Akif on 25/5/2017-29/5/2017. Thank you for everyone who treats me well there especially Akif's family πŸ₯πŸ’• We celebrated the first ramadhan and went to masjid for perform our first 1438H ramadhan's terawih. Thanks for treat me like princess, take care of me with love, holding me well when i get nuts, looking through my eyes with a spark of love. Maybe we could fight over a little thing, maybe just teasing and i miss those teases 😒.. I miss when you looking through my eyes.. I miss everything about us.. I miss your sibs, suka sangat jumpa dorang.. Masa last day, i still remember Adlina hugged me and I asked her "Eh kenape peluk2 ni?" She said "yelah nanti lamaaaaaaa tak jumpa" guess what, aku tak sedar pun air mata aku mengalir mase tu. πŸ˜‚ I really miss everything


Akif With The Sweetest Memories 2

Saya Muhammad Akif Alauddin Bin Abdul Rahim
17 Tahun
"Never Go Back On Your Words Even Its Shattered Into Pieces"
Itu je lah kot, tak perlu panjang.

Sudah hampir 2 tahun saya tidak bertemu dengan Athirah. Jangka masa yang panjang dan pelbagai dugaan yang harus ditempuh. Tapi siapa sangka, 2 tahun menunggu akhirnya dia datang di depan mata saya. Terkejut gembira semua ada. Memang tak sangka langsung yang dia akan datang. That's why I love her so much. Walaupun kami berjumpa beberapa hari sahaja, tetapi dah banyak memori yang kami cipta bersama. Ikuti memori yang telah kami cipta.

Dia datang rumah saya.

Ikut family saya makan malam kat restoran Sayed.

Move On

2 Sahabat

Anak Itik


"I Love you"

Jenjalan di Aeon, Tebrau City bersama rakan-rakan saya.

Di masa akan datang saya akan update lagi memori kami. :)

My mistakes

Dear qtpie..
Today and afterwards I want you to know somethingsssssssss.. Something that everytime I see you it feels like my world couldnt be better. I see sparks of love in your eyes, I know you are in love with me. I see a guy who really fall in me. Never and wont ever any guy will do that to me. Who always care for me but never show the careness.. Something that I feel proud to have you in my life even i know you hurt me but.. something's torturing you more than me. Something that called me πŸ˜” I dont even noticed that, I know my mistakes.. To try getting far from you and try to fall in back someone who dont even care about me.. I'm blind.. Old love that made me blind to compare between the diamond and the rock.. I'm so sorry, I didnt mean to hurt you all these times.. I know a trust like a glass when it already broke, those pieces that i tried to glue it hm wont be pure as the first ones.. I know that "Peluang kedua takkan seindah peluang yang pertama".. I thought that all these times that you are the one who keep hurting you but me. I'm such a dumbass and never noticed that. I heard what people said and start distrust you.. poor you, bby TT Something that really precious that you always bring me up into your future life when you talk to your family Awwww you always make me blushing, qtpie 😍 you said you always wait for me to change myself to the old me. but i didnt know that πŸ˜” Akif.. Maybe this is hard for you and me.. Your feelings hm faded πŸ˜” Its tearing me apart, bby..... I'm really sorry for breaking your heart. I wish i could turn back time and make all right, make you proud to have me, make you happy of having me, make you laugh when i call you and make you smile everytime you see me.. bby, its hard for me to let you go πŸ˜” but can you give me one more chance? I'm willingful to change myself and change everything be better.. For you, I deserve this.. For my bbyboo, I suppose to be better for us.. I'm sorry being bad girl.. Maybe the worst girl you've ever met πŸ˜” Akif, no matter what happened, I want you to know that you are my everything since I met you, since 17/10/2015. You are my best person I've ever known. You are always there on my best and my worst.. Especially on my worst.. You always give me great advices, bby.. You always there for me.. Pls dont leave me.. And I'm so sorry :'(  I want you forever. I love you since foreverπŸ’•

You ❤

Idk how to say this.. Everytime I think of him, everytime I doubt him on ws and dm , everytime I miss each piece of memories with him.., tears always took over my dam of eyelids.. Really miss him but seem like everyone don't even care. Susah ke nak bagi peluang untuk berjumpa? It's been 2 years and did long distance relationship experience smth like this?? Can't deny that but atleast just give us to meet.. I MISS HIM SO NOKHAROM !😭 tbh, if we are having a relationship and we're never meet, I don't really care about the other previous' relationships BUT our relationship ni dah jumpa for few times, already laughing, teasing and created memories in real.. Haih, I just wanna see him live infront of me.. I want to see him eating mcm piranha πŸ˜‚, sneezing continuosly , laughing over my teases, cheeks' muscles that formed his sweetest smiles, buat bende tak senonoh (farting πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚), the way he plays with my nieces and nephews, hearing to his advices, his teases, the way he looks at me, the way he gets jealous with guys that unstoppable looking at me and EVERYTHING about Akif    :') πŸ’ž

Sorry for too into Akif and post them on my blog. I don't have much friend to talk to about my feelings 😊 Cukuplah tu kan? Get to keep in touch with me,okay? either twitter or instagram.. 
Nite2 and Assalamualaikum, dear peeps!


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