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Him 3❤

He grabbed my hand and lead me first..
He cuddled me and lifted my feet off the ground..
Spinning me around, I giggling laughed..
I looked into his eyes
I saw my future with him..
Awww bby, I wanna live with youu
Down the boat, my heartbeats became faster than ever.. Just like they wanted to tell me that something bad could happen
I told you that I had bad guts on this ride..

"Sweetheart, pls don't think that matters so.. I'm here for you..Hold my hands, I will be always your keeper"

Yet, I still shaking in freeze..
The boat started its engine,
The solenoid transferred it electrons via magnetic power
Magnetic power became so stronger
Keep continuously connecting and cut down the flux
The boat started rowing through the waves
At a quarter of rowing,the reddish dawn sky turned black like a perfect storm
The beauty of nature became the scariest monster I've ever seen
The thunder showed its lightning
I was so afraid with light
i hate lights, in love with darkness


"Don't be afraid,darling.. there's nothing to fear as long as I'm by your sides"
in sudden, i sat on him ๐Ÿ˜‚
"haih this gal..Nasib baik sayang" he gave a sighed
hahaha sorry,babe.. I'm just too afraid of lights
Droplets of rain were filling up the boat
People started to put on worries
And so do us
He held my hands tightly and hug me like there was no other thing that could break us apart

"Bby, whatsoever happened, pls remember that I will always love you.. There's no guy that I love like I love you.. You are always my bby boo๐Ÿ’ž"
My heart beats as fast as my erythrocytes collaborated with the hemoglobins, my cardiovascular tissues pumped my heart so hard..

I opened up my eyes,
in my hazel eyes I saw.. a big wave came over our boat and crashed all the passengers
I remembered how tight you held my hands but now,
I lost the palm which used to slap me with teases
The grab of his hands was slowly weaker
I was bare can breath and swam
Water filled up my lungs,
the oxygen in my soul was decreasing,
Bby, where r youuuuu????๐Ÿ’ง๐Ÿ˜ข


To be continued..



Him 2 ❤

This is the second part..
I chucky laughed, he loved seeing me happy
He kept holding my hand like there's no a thing could break us apart
I made tiramisu, and hoped he like it!
He seemed to like it
Just a quarter, for me HAHAHAHAHA
He is a huge eater so that's why i called him 'gemok' , 'buncet'
And me, a little eater..
so it's completing both of us
I saw a shining light in his eyes when he stared
His complexion of skin turned reddish as the dusk was showing up
Awww sorry bby..
I'm not pretty as you wished for,
I'm just tanned skin
Broken smiles
yet I still love you
Idk how to forget all things about us when you are the only one who knows me..
though, you changed me

I tried so hard to be as you wished for..
My dress, the way I talk
I started being clingy,
Just for you
I will never be like those before,
You changed me
Yeah, you changed me
Into the new life of trying to be happy with you
Into a life full of tricky happiness

Things started to shatter me
As usual,
Your tricky fingers
Your sweetest of each riddle that you pronounced
Your accent tongue made me influenced too
My speech hardly broke myself
In the end,
I became so wild but still seemed so innocent
I still fall for you today, at this moment
I've learned a lot since with you

Cry and cry
Tears over tears
Somehow I try to smile every day
Just wanna feel happy for having myself
Ties that untied slowly between us
You're so busy, I need your attention more. Hm
I guessed that was my mistake
I'm so sorry for breaking your heart,
Would you give me another chance? I hope you will. :')
To be your forever love
I'm not smart enough to your read war strategies
We broke up and left the memories into pieces of dandelion as you blew it slowly

Because of family, we knew each other
Because of family, we are strangers

And I saw your figure walk down towards the boat alone,
Trying to catch you,
Millions of step forward that I took,
Trillions you went far away,
I closed my eyes
Let the wind play its rhythm
through the cochlea, it still gracefully
I wished my soul closed to you
To me, you are my everything

Opened up slowly my eyelids
beside me was my fav Korean guy! ๐Ÿ˜
It was youuuu
My bby boo❤
I guessed it was only a dream
A nightmare in daylight
Did not realize how much tones of my tears I had burst out

        "I'm afraid of losing you again..I don't want to lose you..Bby, pls don't go away..I need you"

were the only words that I spoke then, cried
I could win drama awards for saying that
He hugged me tightly, pickled up my nose
And said "Don't worry, I have nowhere to go.. I could be paralyzed by hugging you like this"
I gave a sight
He always being annoyed but still adorable
I curled up my hands through his neck
Lead my head on his chest,
His warmness made me feel safe and sound
Just a short sight towards him
yet he still stared at me for 10 mins
I saw a shiny love for me in his gorgeous eyes
I trust him for the whole of my heart❤

To be continued..

With love❤

Backbone

Idk why lately, pinggang or tulang belakang aku ni makin sakit..
ya memang aku suka study duduk kat bawah lantai beralaskan karpet..
one day, aku lepas study nak ke dapur

Dan "Krackkk" hahahaha was memorable and terrified feeling ever
Berbunyi tulang ni just like amazed me at a moment

2 more weeks, 3 subjects, 9 papers!💪
الله يفتح عليكم!  
Lepas tu dah freedommmmm!🙆



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